My Sagittarian Soul
I've never been much for astrology, but as I graduated college and began my year of service with AmeriCorps NCCC I often found myself wondering why, unlike so many around me, I was unable to make up my mind about what I wanted to do with my life or where I wanted to settle. And then as the new year rolled around, I somehow came across my projected 2011 horoscope, which eventually led me to what it meant to be a Sagittarius:
"Ruled by the benefic planet Jupiter, Sagittarians possess a natural exuberance, sense of adventure and love of life that makes them one of the most optimistic zodiac signs of all. Like their astrological symbol - the Archer - Sagittarians are renowned for aiming their sights towards whatever it is they find alluring - a love partner, dream job, vacation - and making it their own. They believe that anything is possible - and because of this belief system, Sagittarians are adept at seeking out their very own pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.
But sometimes trying to tie down these free-spirited individuals is frustrating for those around them. Sagittarians are happiest on the move - exploring new cultures and ideas and many are attracted to occupations related to travel, the media, outdoor work and philosophical pursuits. In love, their catch-cry is "don't fence me in." But once they find a partner who understands their need to retain their own sense of self and identity, Sagittarians can be the most big-hearted, generous and fun-loving companions of all.
Freedom loving, optimistic and honest, Sagittarians are ruled by Jupiter, the planet of abundance and higher learning. The wisdom of Jupiter imbibes Sagittarians with an inherent need to develop their own unique philosophy of life. The Centaur is their astrological symbol, and it gives many insights into the Sagittarian personality. The higher-evolved Sagittarian learns to integrate the two ends of the Centaur (half-human, half-beast) in order for their arrow (another Sagittarian symbol) of higher aspirations to be more on the mark. Although they are intellectually and spiritually advanced, Sagittarians are notorious for their lack of tact. In relationships they demand independence, but when in love, it can't be denied that they are one of the most big-hearted signs of the zodiac."
And our life's pursuit is to "live the good life," and our secret desire is "to make a difference in the world."
~*~
Take that for what you will, whether you believe in astrology or not, but when I read that, every frustration and confusion about why I am the way I am melted away as I realized that there isn't anything wrong with me. I'm normal. Who knew? That may sound silly to those thinking "well, of course there isn't anything wrong with you!" but after years of being surrounded by people who seem to have it all figured out and are happy with jobs, boyfriends, and living back in New England, I began to have my doubts. Now, there are obviously other Sagittarians who don't feel like this description fits for them, but for me it does, and I'm rolling with it. So my sign, coupled with the meaning of my name Alexandra-helper and defender of mankind- gives me confidence that, while I'm not doing what others think I should be doing, I'm where I'm meant to be, and doing what I'm supposed to be doing. I'm happy. I'm healthy. What more could one ask for?
So that's me, in a nutshell. The finer details are still being ironed out. But that's all part of life's great adventure. We only have one life, and I don't plan on wasting mine.
Stay tuned.
"Ruled by the benefic planet Jupiter, Sagittarians possess a natural exuberance, sense of adventure and love of life that makes them one of the most optimistic zodiac signs of all. Like their astrological symbol - the Archer - Sagittarians are renowned for aiming their sights towards whatever it is they find alluring - a love partner, dream job, vacation - and making it their own. They believe that anything is possible - and because of this belief system, Sagittarians are adept at seeking out their very own pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.
But sometimes trying to tie down these free-spirited individuals is frustrating for those around them. Sagittarians are happiest on the move - exploring new cultures and ideas and many are attracted to occupations related to travel, the media, outdoor work and philosophical pursuits. In love, their catch-cry is "don't fence me in." But once they find a partner who understands their need to retain their own sense of self and identity, Sagittarians can be the most big-hearted, generous and fun-loving companions of all.
Freedom loving, optimistic and honest, Sagittarians are ruled by Jupiter, the planet of abundance and higher learning. The wisdom of Jupiter imbibes Sagittarians with an inherent need to develop their own unique philosophy of life. The Centaur is their astrological symbol, and it gives many insights into the Sagittarian personality. The higher-evolved Sagittarian learns to integrate the two ends of the Centaur (half-human, half-beast) in order for their arrow (another Sagittarian symbol) of higher aspirations to be more on the mark. Although they are intellectually and spiritually advanced, Sagittarians are notorious for their lack of tact. In relationships they demand independence, but when in love, it can't be denied that they are one of the most big-hearted signs of the zodiac."
And our life's pursuit is to "live the good life," and our secret desire is "to make a difference in the world."
~*~
Take that for what you will, whether you believe in astrology or not, but when I read that, every frustration and confusion about why I am the way I am melted away as I realized that there isn't anything wrong with me. I'm normal. Who knew? That may sound silly to those thinking "well, of course there isn't anything wrong with you!" but after years of being surrounded by people who seem to have it all figured out and are happy with jobs, boyfriends, and living back in New England, I began to have my doubts. Now, there are obviously other Sagittarians who don't feel like this description fits for them, but for me it does, and I'm rolling with it. So my sign, coupled with the meaning of my name Alexandra-helper and defender of mankind- gives me confidence that, while I'm not doing what others think I should be doing, I'm where I'm meant to be, and doing what I'm supposed to be doing. I'm happy. I'm healthy. What more could one ask for?
So that's me, in a nutshell. The finer details are still being ironed out. But that's all part of life's great adventure. We only have one life, and I don't plan on wasting mine.
Stay tuned.
